Thursday, February 16, 2006
bu4 ting1 lau3 ren2 yan2 , chi1 kui1 zai4 yan3 qian2.
sianz. sigh. wah kau. holy crap. wah piangg eh. ahHHHH!. *exhaaaaale*. shucks. dang.
is it really better? would it really open more doors for me in future? physics. sianz. think think think. MING! think! use your common sense! is it better to enjoy now and perhaps suffer later or suffer a little now and enjoy a little more freedom in future?
well, i talked to science HOD today. she says that physics will open more doors than bio. not taking physics will close alot of doors. she also says that if i wanna do forensic science, i have to go overseas. singapore does not offer it. and if i do wanna do it in aus, they will prefer physics to bio. if i do it in US, i will just have to sit for the SAT test thingamajig.
but i really wanna take bio like.. NOW! now. i dont think catching up is really that big an issue. i think i can. interest will make memory work a WHOLE lot easier right? shucks la..
the feeling sucks.
my legs are aching. i am maximizing my strength now. chao tired la.
i think i need to go pray. get some peace. sigh.
sometimes, thinking of the future is really so stressful. haha. <--- (why the heck did i laugh?)
HHHahhAHHAhAShShAHahsaHHZHHZZahzxzcxhAHAShhzxhzxczxhAHhHXZC. Laughter is the best medicine. hahahZzhxHSAHDAHSdZHHzhczhxhczxhcyzxchYHZXCHhzhhahahahhahahahhwahahahahwhahhh.
i think i am seriously thinking alot now.. hope i feel better tmr.
[ming]eXtreme
(go overseas? that sounds distant... but..)
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