i am putting in another appeal after a month of tolerating / sleeping in physics classes and lectures. not a good testimony but i really really am BORED by it. its quite easy actually. but i just wanna do bio more than i wanna do physics. ALOT more.
bio is just so incredible! studying the human body, how God created us and the things around us. finding out the reasons why we can do what we do. its just so interesting.
i think.
should be la! i mean i sit in bio classes last year, was not exactly bored to death the way i am in physics.
besides, i wanna do forensic science. bio would be quite important wont it?
Dear God!i dont know if you visit blogs, but i know you know the inner most thoughts of my heart and mind.
you know how much i wanna study bio and how much i dislike physics.
you know i have been thinking about this soOo0O0O0o often.
you know i have not been praying about it as much as i probably should have.
so today, i present this request to you.
hear me.i know you do. you read my mind.
you can do all things.
you can help me catch up with syllabus.
you can help me to stay focused in classes.
you can inspire me to love bio more and more.
you can (fullstop)Lord. things dont look so good now. the school is not keen on letting me.
but if it be thy will, open doors for me! perhaps allow me to transfer somewhere where i can do it
(last resort pls!)Lord. convince the teacher that i can.
convince her that because YOU can, i can.
let her see my willlingness to work hard.
let her see that passion in me to wanna do this.
please please please.when i speak to her soon, help me to speak well
help me to speak convincingly and not make myself look like a retard (as i usually do)
help me oh Lord!
show her the good points that you have grown me to have
help me to bring across these points to her.
Lord, it will just be SO frustrating if i fail to get it again.
it will be.but ultimately, let your will be done (if me taking bio could be your will, EVEN better!)
but seriously, Lord. i submit. humblyyour servant,[ming]eXtreme