fire, fall down. on me. yeah.
it did.
yes... hallelujah!
its all so simple. when i was like at the alter just praying.. i was like saying to myself. pardon me... " what the hell was i thinking?????!?!?!?!" or even like.. more vulgarly "WTF??" i was thinking it..
i've been trying to acheive the standards i set for myself. trying but i cant. it not impossible but my focus was wrong. its about God!!! i mean, i've been so friggin focused on getting my prayer life back together that i forgot what it was that prayer was for!! ultimately, prayer is for God! i forgot that! then always punishing myself for not being bold enough for God. when the boldness is actually for God!! and not being bold for the sake of being bold!
its obvious! how did it slip me??
big thanks to pastor Ken who prayed for me. finally, i felt God once again. i wont take it for granted any more. God...
you know, feeling the whole "overwhelmedness" of the holy spirit touching me, i've missed it SO much. i even forgot how it felt. i forgot its luxury, i forgot that God could.
when ps. ken was praying for me. at first, there was like nothing.. and i was like.. ahhh.. sian.. here we go again. praying without power... then, something begin to stir in me. its inexplicable. then pastor ken said some stuff to me and then bang.. God almighty began to work. i felt this heat on my forehead and eyes. as though there was a fire just NEXT to my head (symbolism!!!!) and then, i felt the heat coming from pastor Ken's hand which was on my 6 pack. (yeah yeah.. show off i know) but anyway, back to the point. i felt the heat. feeling it just made me MORE sure that God was doing something.. then, i broke down. i could not stop crying. the whole victory chapel was COLD, but i felt heat.
it was awesome.
getting my life back on track!
central 3. you guys are getting more awesome... really.. today! we witnessed 4 of our cell members receive the gift of tongues.. yes!!! tedrid, heather, isabel and clarissa.God is good.. forever!
and i know... after all of today's events, the fire of megalife is back. the increase will be not
arithmetic, but geometric... amen and amen.
to God be the glory. the best is yet to be.
[ming]eXtreme