gosh i feel so empty inside
i tried to run, i tried to hide
but i cant.
i ran to you who gave me wings
who raised me up and taught me things
but i got lost.
i hid from the world the brokeness
no one knew, except your highness
i wanted you.
gone are the days where you were
helping me through every tear
i need you.
i need you more than water or air
but you dont show up, its not fair.
im bleeding.
you know i cant make it
though i fake it
i know you care.
but where are you i know you're out there
somewhere
i can feel you
i see you all around me
nature and all it's beauty
but im blind.
i hear you in the wind
in everything
but i'm deaf.
i feel you hovering over me
i know that you are protecting me
but i need more than a body guard.
i can taste your goodness
but i'm hungry, its useless
feed me.
the smell of the flowers
i smell your powers
but im weak.
i need to feel you, see you
touch you, hear you
i need you.
c'mon why are you hiding
in you i was abiding
did i stray?
i feel terrible when im there worshipping
and singing and dancing
but you dont respond
you are a king and i am a filthy rag
before you how can i brag?
but i need your attention
i know you're still there
looking on with care
but i need you to touch me from inside
comsume me from the inside out
that what its all about
consuming fire.
i hate me
take me
burn me
cure me
purge me
mould me
guide me
lead me
teach me
fill me
make me whole again.
the world definitely has a hold on me.
but your love is stronger than this world.
my heart my soul my love
take my love lord
you know i love you.
though i dont always seem like i do
i do
i've said i do to you from way back
ive slipped and fell but you always got my back
this time should be no D
it'll come again where its you and me
i know it.
but lord im crying out
you know what its all about
hear my shout
consume me from the inside out
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congrats to singaporesailing
especially sarah, ting, sherm, stine, gris, sean, mel, pq.
ya'll did good shit.