Wednesday, September 05, 2007
deep waters.
cold, crushing pressure.
high altitudes.
thin,suffocating air.
yesterday i regained my freedom.
the freedom i had once known.
it was like my body and spirit and mind felt a renewal.
like gone with the old!
here is the new (:
its quite indescribable.
i guess its like what they say about God being able to help you carry your load.
free you from your load.
like walking around with no stone tied to your ankle.
powerful. i feel powerful.
not with my own power.
in fact, i know how weak i really am now.
i know that i am not indestructable.
unless i get some armour.
power.
im not worried anymore.
im still very very tired from all thats going on. [not just mugging by the way you narrow minded kid. (jusk kidding)]
i still feel sian half/sian full alot of the time.
but not bonded like how i felt.
not powerless like how i felt.
but free. and powerful.
its great. you should try it.
you say you dont need it? well, i pray that you wont. but if you do, i hope you just reach out and grab it.
you say you already have it? well i pray you find new meaning, new truth.
take my hand,hold me close,warm my heartthat has been so coldlet me look into your eyesand see your love for melet me whisper into your earthe words you died to hear.i love youi want youi need youmore that water or airi'll sing about your majestyhow you came in and set me freenow that ive found youi never want to leavei''ll never have to leavebecause you live in meyou'll never leave me your by grace you saved meand i'm forever yoursbecause you carried that cross.
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