days of our lives
like sand in an hour glass
so are the days of our lives
the sand trickles slowly and time passes by
but each grain falls so damn fast
thats why, i dont wanna miss a thing
life has so much to offer,
well, alot of it is kinda bad
but hey, the bad often turn out good
and if they dont, they just make the good better
life.
so i treasure everything like gold.
i do what i am told
yet i dare to be bold
yeah right
if only people knew how much i treasure them.
if only sailing knew how much i love it
if only friendster knew how much i hate it
if only i gave my all to everything
if only i kept all i should have kept
and gave all i should have gave
if only
time and again i fail myself at life.
sucks la.
thing is, while writing this, i actually had a good day
haha strange? i think so
but its true, i fall so damn hard on my face, it hurts.
only God knows.
calm the raging storm in me
open my eyes so i can see
tell me the tales i once heard
lift me up out of this dirt
im saying that i really need
you to heal these wounds so they dont bleed
im saying my heart is failing
my feet are weakening
you calmed a storm, now please calm this one
if there is something i need to throw off please tell me
oh God, not that. thats too precious
something else?
oh God, not that. that'll hurt others
anything else?
oh God, please not that. i'd rather die!!!!
you dont want my life. you want my obedience.
its so hard.
take it easy one step at a time ming, for my ways are higher than your ways, my thoughts higher than your thoughts.
precisely why i am unable to throw these things out my Lord i cannot comprehend.
trust and obey, for there is no other way.
how do i trust when i have not seen, how do i obey, when true obedience comes from the heart
you trust me like this, (shows picture of peter on water) you obey like this (shows jesus on the cross)
im no peter, im no jesus.
you're my Son
thats great but its still not helping..